Monthly Archives: January 2015

Hangers

Inspired by “The Hollow Men” by T S Eliot.

I.

They are pedestal women
They are the mannequins
Posing together
Faces with no eyes. Alas!
Their mummied senses when
They gather together
Are dull and rotting
As bulbs in constant permafrost.
Their bodies with heads lost
For aesthetics.

Form without point, frame without picture,
Will-less hands, Shell without Ghost;

Those who inhabit
With disinhibition, life’s other kingdom
Remember them—if you care to—not as being,
Vapid husks, but instead
As pedestal women
Hanger women.

II.

Lives you dare not picture
In life’s dream kingdom;
They run amok:
There, the wits are
Knives without a whetstone
There, are shiny things
And thoughts are
Quieter than the wind weaker
Than an ant’s sigh.

Let us all draw away
From life’s dream kingdom
Let us not wear
The vain guises
No, no no no

Not live by others’ signals
In the gleaming kingdom.

III.

This is the false land
The vacuous land
Here the gold images
Are gathered, here they waste
Until the last moon is cast
And the future is past.

It is like this
In life’s other kingdom
Never alone
But a spiritless mass
Quivering with potential
That seeps away
Unused through seamless shrouds.

IV.

Their minds are not here
There are no minds here
In this maze of linoleum
They are hangers
In this post operation nose of a kingdom

In this meeting place
Young pods group together
And avoid speech
Of any weight more than a pebble

Agencyless, jointless
Prefrontal cortexless,
In life’s smudgeless kingdom
The realm
Of pedestal women.

V.

Sometimes fate
Is really just cross gartered socks

Between place
And thought
Is silence

Hold your peace

Between mouth
And chord
Is inactivity

Speechless

Between brain
And mind
Is care

Less and free
Care
Less and free

This is the way the world ends
They don’t even know how to regret
They have no words to regret
Only an animal’s whimper.

Black Holes are Deep

One day I tripped and fell
Into the gravitational pull
Of a black hole
And now I fear I am doomed.

What’s funny is
It’s not even black.
It’s the absence of black.
As if that detail will save me.

I drift closer each thought.
I should have lived a dream.
I should have accepted the surprise baptism.
I should have dressed for this.

I never went to see the modern wonders
And returned to tell friends and family.
I was never mortally offended,
Was never moved to great social action.

And now I am naught
In a space of dense…well…space
Instead, I will merely say farewell
As mind leaves corporal machine.

Motions

He has a plan for me, I know it well.
He demands that once a week I pray
because he took a vacation day.
 
But the flesh is bland upon my tongue.
The blood a year off vintage.
The praise drones monotonously on.
Good Christian faints with faith and love.
The fellows leave him worshiping the floor.
Sheep bleating out their trust in god above.

The Lumps of Life

Inspired by “Toads” by Larkin

Why should I let frog fancy
Run my life?
Can’t I use my mind as a tether
And ignore it away?

I feel content
To sit about
But every now and then—
Wanderlust.

Lots of folks travel,
Nomad around,
A backpack and will
Surviving on guts—alive.

They seem to like it;
Even as paupers
In bare-footed ridiculous
No one actually starves.

But no, I just can’t
Cross the ocean
On mere lily pad dreams
Even if my heart leaps so.

Holy Hades!

Why do you push it up the hill
The boulder of your sin?
It only rolls right back again
And again you must begin.
Your hands must be all callouses
Your shoulders bent and raw.
You have eternity to figure it out
So why even start at all?

Why do you reach for sustenance
When the branch runs away
And the water recedes eternally
Like a fated flighty doxy?
Hasn’t the acid eaten
Through your stomach by now?
Aren’t you just stuck eating
What in life you did sow.